Okay, I know the title sounds a bit grim but these last 5 months haven't been a complete bust. A few major adjustments but not all bad. Very life changing to say the least… For starters, I continue to work with the same family I have for the past 2 (almost 3) years. They consider…
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Summer misses the old summer
I’m stuck in such an odd place. I could claim the case of a Lost Identity but that would honestly feel like a lie. I didn’t lose anything. Stolen is more like it. Stolen by “life”, like real life. The slow monotonous game board that has all the sudden became my reality. It’s as though…
Preggo Diary | Entry #5
11:13am 37 weeks This week Baby Ky is roughly the size of a “Winter Melon ” (which I’m honestly not too familiar with) Nonetheless, I believe anything with the word Melon in it is probably fitting. According to my doctor all tests and measurements look great. His heartbeat is strong and he’s definitely head down….
Chapter 23: The Birthday blues
JANUARY 11th 2016 Today is My 23rd birthday. Short, straight and to the point enough…I guess. Normally the words”It’s my birthday” come off a lot more ecstatic from me. At least followed by an unnecessary amount of exclamations or emojis or SOMETHING, but not this birthday. This year feels so different from all the rest….
Preggo Diary | Entry 2
Half Baked; 20 weeks & 20 more… 10:45 pm 20weeks So today I hit the 20 week mark in my pregnancy, which means I’ve had this little one on board with me for 5 months now and although I can hardly believe time has flew by this quickIy, I have a feeling these last few…
Preggo Diary | Entry 1
10:11 pm 19weeks “Not too nauseous anymore but I don’t know if sushi was the best move earlier. Otherwise, pretty comfortable minus trying to find a sleep-able position but the baby loves to lay on my bladder which has me sprinting to the potty all hours of the night so theres not much sleep involved anyway….
Pregnancy after loosing over 200lbs
In 2012, Shortly after finding out i was pregnant, I had a miscarriage around 12 weeks. I was devastated. All the doctors told me “It’s not your fault, sometimes these things just happen.” but I thought otherwise. I blamed myself for being so overweight and in such poor health.If i was healthier maybe my…
Surprise, surprise !
This isn’t going to be much of a long “draggy”post but, I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t get a little over dramatic sooooooooooooo… Que the lights, lets start the show. So I’ve been going back and forth with myself on whether or not I’ve even wanted share this news on WordPress, let alone any of…
A Letter to my Unborn 💕
I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to meet someone more in my entire life and even though the slightest idea of you ripping me a new vagina, having to protect you from the big bad wolves of the world and teaching you to be a “better me” while learning to be a better…
Living with Depression and anxiety
This is a very LONG, personal and intimate post. I will be opening up in a new light. Something at first I wasn’t quite sure if I was ready to do but, I think this plays a very important part in my story/ Journey. Even those who may have been close to me or thought…
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